Changes

So many things have happened just in the past 3 or so months. It's hard to believe the changes I've made.

When you are at the ages around 16 up until the mid 20s, you think you completely know yourself and know many things. But when something pops up and you react a way that is completely different or you learn a little more about your surroundings, that is when you realize that you actually know very little. Not only about yourself but everything around you. It's a nerve racking feeling to come to this epiphany.

Lately I've been busy with religious activities like bible study, The Kingdom Hall(church) and just studying on my own or with Ryan. It seems like it's never enough , especially since I am so busy with the new kitty Kira and we'll be getting another one to keep him company. I'm excited about that =)

And something else that is new, my personality has been changing for the better....I think lol. I'm becoming more aware of everything around me and myself so I'm pretty happy. Ryan and I have been going out for a little over 8 months now. He's been coming to the Kingdom Hall(Church), bible study and all that good stuff with me. We even study together =D but his mom thinks he's getting too much into the religion. It sounds a bit possessive, but who can blame her? He IS the only child. So she told him to not to go bible studies and that means no Tuesday or Fridays. He is still going to sneak to Fridays because bible study is more important than pleasing his mom. Oh yeah Ryan and I came to an agreement about something, we agreed to try to learn/help ourselves then we can focus on the relationship with each other.

Oh yeah! I also forgot to mention that I finally took Ryan to learn how to snowboard. I'm pretty sure he loved it. We had fun =)

So everything is great so far. I really like all of my classes in school right now(Biology 1, Geometry, English 68, and Singing) and just everything seems to be going well. Besides me trying to get rid of my bitterness and major flaws in my personality and even that is going pretty good with the help of my love Ryan.


Love Darla