Wow

Wow, It's been forever. Ok well I doubt that anyone is reading this so I will write whatever I want and not be afraid haha. So far in my life I have been cranky and a bit bitter...only sometimes though. The other times I am happy as can be because I have a wonderful boyfriend, best friend, and family. I also have what I always wanted, a boyfriend that isn't only considering my religion but he is actually the guy I've always looked for. Ryan, He is smart, patient, social, caring, doesn't care about looks at all really, and what matters to me the most is he is truly loving. Yeah that's right...he's TRULY loving...meaning he doesn't come with the crap of all those unloving guys come with. Jealousy and the rest of those upsetting and tiring things. ANYWAYS! sorry to drag that stuff on so much haha. Back to my life. It feels like I am living in a drama almost. You know...with the ill dad, stressed mom, stressed brother, a bestfriend that I've had for 7 years now, the dream boyfriend oh and of course the drama with the rest of the friends/ex's. Sorry about this smelly blog just about my life. It will be better next time. I promise =)

Oh btw. The picture on top is Ryan(my boyfriend) and I.
Then the bottom one is Amber(bestfriend) and I.


Love,
Darla